Tuesday, April 21, 2009
6:06 AM
H-o-L-i-D-a-Y ~
Everything is over ~
Yeah Finals and
crappy assignment ~
It's my
H-
o-
L-
i-
D-
a-
Y and
I am
slacking off doing nothing ~ XDDD
* Continue reading .. if u are interested in
gossiping or
bitching :p *
[ I has been struggling/considering for the longest time ...
whether shud I post it or not ... ]
Rmb abt post I talked abt before this?
I warned ya ...
Hahaha [ I can be very mean at times ]Here it goes ...
The "
thing" started with someone who I refer as "
L"
L , someone .. who is
EXTREMELY "
busybody"
she is those kinda of ppl who can mix very well with the
aunties[ trust me ... I saw it with my own bloody eyes ... ]This is the 1st sem ,I am doing my degree and
the most
regrettable thing I did to myself is to ...
group myself up with L for
assignment and stuff...
[ YES .. I know ... I am mean ! but I am just being honest... > < ]
L never cares abt
assignment nor
due dates ...
I
fvxcking hav to correct her works tat's being
plagiarized ...
she thought tat I am some
Fvcking idiotswho wouldn't
notice her
plagiarize works...
She
expect ppl to do her works for her ...
clean up her mess...
hey ... I m not very good in writing too and
I also need ppl to clean up my mess but ...
the
ONE & ONLY thing I couldn't stand in my life's
PLAGIARISM !
Guess wat ?
The
only thing she is
busying while everyone is
doing and
contributing for the
assignment is .....
GAMES ...
bloody games ...
go on ... become a gamer , why study ?
why am In getting
angry unreasonably ?
Here is one of the most " Fantastic" conversation between L and me ...
J: hey ur works don't hav the .....
L:harr... need to do arrr ?
J:of coz .. it's written there .......
L:oh ... but I dunno leh ...
J:izzit, but I also don't really understand abt it ...
L:hmmm .... ok la.. good luck , I go play GAMES 1st .....
BLOODY HELL ......Shit u !!! damn it ....and she constantly calling me up
to do her a
favor ....
and she
Expected ppl/me will help her ...
For example ....
I have to print out the assignment for the whole group ...
and I didnt even say or mention anything abt it ..
L , on the others hand called me up to help print out
her own personal stuff ...
[ very clever ] and she even wanna to come my house for the internet....
NO NO NOI don't wanna u to come near me ....
and Hey ... I m not ur
bloody MAID ....
and
L even question me abt
why u don't want to print for me"
thing" ...
I am not a very
hardworking nor a very
smart person too ..
I also need helps at times but I wouldn't
dumpall my works towards another person ...
I am
happy to help any of my friends ...
But not those who doesn't
value and
appreciate it ...
and those who depend and wait
other ppl to finish up their works for them...
Boo ~ The
2nd things I can't really stand is ...
L's hobby ....
pretending/acting CUTE ...
L is bloody
taller and
bigger than me
2xshe used her
fake voice and tried acting '
so' cute ...
hugging my shoulder and
act as if she is a
little cat of mine ...
But ...
L ... I am very
sorry to tell u that ...
I
HATE cat .....
I
HATE ppl sticks so close to me ...
I felt
disgusting ...
I can't help but to
reject hugging by ppl I do not
favor ...
and she acted as if I am her "
BF" ... Lols
The
3rd reason why I
dislike her ...
She is someone who do not get
hints ...
I do don't know whether if she really do
don't get it or
playing dumb to get it ...
There are times she
assumed herself that
I am in her
group ...
when I already
ignore, put up my
sour face and
show it to her ...
yet L ... still do not
understand ,
when ppl around me started to
notice and
ask ...
but in the end she still get the
wrong msg ...
a
quote from
L"
haiya ... I am always being abandoned in behind 1 larr... "Listen here ...
I never wanna to talk to u in the 1st place...
It's not counted as
abandoning ... It shud be
ignoring ...
sometimes I do
pity her ...
[ YES , I DO ]but there are just simply
sympathy ...
there are times when she felt she is being "
NEGLET "
her spelling not mine ...
when we went
shopping or
outing without her...
how can she assume we neglected her ..
when she is not even in the
list from the beginning...
[ I m sorry .. but this is the fact ... ] I do not wanna to go out with her and
ignore her in a corner ...
That will be even worst ...
> <The
4th reason ...
Why I can't be
friend with her ...
another famous quote from her ...
" U think I very rich ah ? "
"U think I am same with u all arr ... [sweats =_= "]I
heard this for the very first time when we wanna
to go
Oldtown for a drink ...
But the
weirdest thing happened all the times...
L is always the one who ordered the most
expansive food among us ...
and she has got money to buy "
card" or something for
games ...
According to L , her house own a "
MPW " car and
she got
MAID in her house ...
oh .. I see ...
so ... this is "
POOR" ... in her
definition ....
[ I heard that her family is buying new Lcd and
video cam ..so this is wat we call poor ... I wonder ... really ... > <]
The
5th thing ...
L cannot keep
secret ...
She will go on
repeat each and every words
ppl/me tell her on a
casual conversation to
another 3rd party/the person we gossip abt ...
She will always starts her conversation with
" I heard from ..... tat ....... u ....."
OMG .... I wanna to
smash her ....
How could u....
It was supposed to be only between
you and
me ....
I encounter this when I met her for the 1st time
and mention something
abt my
new housemate who she doesn't even know ...
The next day .. she goes to
my housemate and .....
poof .... blurt out all things to her ....
Shit u ~The "L" things that I wish I do not know~
I understand everyone has their very own habit ..
But ... L ... likes to squeeze pimples on her chin [ ewhh ]
in CLASS !!! and she takes picture of it .... [ her chin ]
She also likes to sleep in class and then goes and
label/critic others ppl as " LAZY " while she is very
very very " Hardworking " ....I knows I am being
mean here ...
but I do not wish to
pretend to like someone
when I do not ....
I do
pity her at times when she was
alone ...
But ... I still couldn't do it...
Someone asked me ...
" Why don't u confront it to her ... tell her everything ? "I understand "
L" very well and
I knew she would
cry if I tell her ...
And I can't stand ppl crying ....
Maybe ..
L isn't as bad as I thinks she is ...
But right now at the
moment ...
all I can see is the thing that
I do not like ...
everything she do seems
wrong to me ...
everything she said
annoyed me ...
I don't know why ....
But .. I can't help it ....
I know that I am
selfish , bad , mean or ......But I do not want to be a
pretentious ...
putting up a
fake smile anymore ....
> < There's no way I could
accept "
L" now ...
let me cool down for sometimes ...
maybe after sometimes I can take her
back in ...
but things around won't be the
same anymore ...
What is being
done ... is
done ...
> <ps: I has been talking abt her for months now ....
I thinks I shud
stop now .... I shud
end it here ....
I felt extremely
bad and
sorry to my friends and ppl around me ...
I really
felt bad and
mean for talking ppl like this ...
but I really do need a place to let it out ...
Shit ~ This is
ruining my whole image ..
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